i found this in my notes, along with many other little notes since 10/26/19
“you are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. you are an angel that i never believed i deserved in my life, as you continued to give and give and show me what pure and true love really feels like. you are the most beautiful human being I’ve ever come across inside and out, as you are not only the most stunning person ive ever met but also the purest heart and kindest sole. you have a way of comforting those you care about that is respectable on a whole new level. i look up to you in SO many ways meg. you’re so fkn thoughtful, kind, humble, strong, all in ways that i only dream of being like some day. and as i sit here drowning in my own tears i need to say this before continuing— i love you so much. i love you deeper than anything ive ever known. my love for you is stronger than ANY other feeling ive had in my life and nothing can challenge that. i absolutely hate the circumstances we’ve been put under, and i hate that this world has made it so hard for us to find each other at this moment. but (and ik you agree,) everything happens for a reason. there was a REASON we were put into each others lives, and i thank the universe every day for that. i wish you the best. i just want you to be happy and satisfied in life, and i truly hope that can happen asap. youre the strongest person ive never met, and for that you deserve the absolute world.
thank you for putting up with me, thank you for guiding me in the right directions, thank you for inspiring me every day, thank you for being so understanding and kind, and thank you for loving me with every ounce of your body. thank you meg, thank you.”
you’ll always be my angel. please never hesitate to call. keep on keeping on “bud”, and always remember, have fun, be safe. 🤟🏼